Thursday, November 02, 2006

Today is my Birthday!!!!Yeah! Happy 46th Yeah!!!!!!!
I made it another year.
As I am starting to slid into 50, life is good.
It is always a very emotional time for me. Or at least it has been for the past 10 years or so. I do not mind growing old, I would never want to go back and re-live any time in my life. I have high expectation and I "assume" ( key word here) everyone should feel the same. It is hard to talk about this because so many people think their birthday is just another day.
I disagree, it is a day to celebrate life. Our parents wanted the children they had. My parents tried for 4 years and thought I would be the only child. It is not another day, it is my day! And I am going to celebrate it! I have already had one crying spell this birthday, it was short and not a lot of emotion. Last year was not a good one. I cried for a month. So this year I took my day into my own hands and decided to host my own party. There has been disappointments but I dealt with them. And I am sure there will be more but today is my day, today is the beginning of my birthday weekend. So Happy Birthday to me! Want you join me! Let's party!!!!!!


Vikki said...

Happy Birthday Jerri!! I hope you have a wonderful party, and gain some great memories!!


Vikki said...

Can't wait to hear about your b'day chocolate crop and see some pictures!!