So I had a dream this morning, About "J". Her whole family came by in a bus to tell us Merry Christmas. They opened the back door of the bus and Kids and Adults stood in a long line out the back of the bus on to a hill to wish us Merry Christmas. How sweet, how unexpected.  I miss what we use to have, it changed along time ago. Life changes friendships, and I don't like it. I have always said I don't like change, and this time it took my bestie.