This blog has become my voice. The voice I will never say out loud. I never could say this stuff out loud. It makes me feel better to write it down, and let it go. I don't want anyone to read it, I would be soooo a shame. Being a women is hard, being a woman that is 53 is hard. I love the Lord and know he loves me but sometime I just need to vent. If you run across this blog and think I am a un- happy person. I am very happy. I am human and a woman. It all works out in the end. Life is good but sometimes I just need to vent.